Hello Ladies! My name is Lynn, a mother of four and a grandmother of two. I am 44 years old and have always had a love for dancing. My dance background was many years of performing as a Polynesian dancer for cruise ships, casinos, NFL halftimes, and local shows. I have always wanted to be an exotic dancer and always wanted to learn pole dance and lap dance. I wanted to do exotic dance for that special somebody in my life, to express my sensual and feminine side. I am a person with a lot of confidence, sensuality, and feel that sexy comes from within. I have searched for a place to try out pole dancing with friends for several years to "try it out." Unfortunately, my friends never took it seriously to find the right place with me, so I kept the thought in the back of my mind and never pursued it. I tried to search on line from time to time, a place where I could take pole classes, but never went through with it. One year ago, Sedusa came into my life, and this is where my Sedusa story begins...
I met a guy over ten years ago. We had something solid for awhile, I loved him and devoted my everyday life to him. He found me attractive and always thought I was a confident sexy woman. After a few years, things started to die down, the flame was no longer there, especially in the bedroom. Meantime, I gave him my beautiful children. After awhile, he no longer appreciated the beauty he saw in me inside and out. I still didn't give up on things, a part of me still wanted for things to work out until I found out that he expressed to another woman that he didn't find me attractive anymore because I was "overweight." Even as confident of a person as I am, it crushed me. How could someone I gave my life to, had children with, think of me as such? In the meantime, others always complimented me. How could it be that others appreciated me for who I am, not just the appearance from the outside, but the confidence and kindness and beauty from the inside. I needed to find something that would get me back to feel that I am the person who I thought I was...sexy, sensual and confident. That's when I went back on line to search for a place where I can learn pole dancing. I found Sedusa! I call Sedusa my therapy, a place where there is no judgment, a place where it is safe, a place where I can feel sexy and empowering through dance. Through the months past, I have taken lap dance, sexy pole, pole fit, sensual dance, video vixen and pussycat dance. All of which has helped me heal! I see my therapist every Saturday at the SSF location and at times, at Walnut Creek and Campbell studios too. I found the feminine sensual me again, I found the sexy from within, thanks to Sedusa...
Lynn :)